About Finding Love

When is it going to end?

This continuing line of men.

The same cycle on and on

Of novelty, longing and love.

And then, the heartbreak, the hurt.

Thinking there will never be a new one. 

And then, there is. 

And it starts, again. 

The same cycle

Over and over again. 

Feeling invincible, in sync. 

Feeling at home. 

Feeling accepted. 

Only to be crushed

Again. 

How do people do it?

Finding one man.

Having the cycle once.

And never again. 

For everything to be fine.

Building a life with this guy.

To have no doubts.

To be certain. 

Of everything 

Everything in your life.

Feeling invincible, in sync. 

Feeling at home. 

Feeling accepted.

Never to be crushed. (Again)

Though I am

Crushed. Heartbroken. Lonely. 

And then there is the new one. 

A better one, a new one. 

Only to be crushed, again.